I know I have made mistakes… But if I could relive summer 2011 I would. I miss talking to you late at nigh while I was recovering. I will never forget the night you were at your dads and he got you a cherry slushy and we stayed up so late until we both fell asleep on the phone. I miss seeing your face. I miss the way my heart would race when I heard your voice. I miss the way how we acted around each other. I miss you calling me baby. I miss swimming and it reminding me of you. I miss how we used to talk every day… I haven’t heard from you in months and it kills me. You told me you wouldn’t be like the rest… I don’t even know why I believed you.. There’s was just something that made me trust you, trust that you wouldn’t break me. Well you did. And the sad part is if you came walking into my life right in this very instant I would cry and pour out everything… You want to know the even sadder part? I have never even met you face to face.